I always envisioned myself with two kids three years apart, a girl first and whatever came after didn’t matter, I would be happy regardless. Now as I sit here in this beautiful life i’ve built for myself I’m worried! I’m worried that by the time Im ready to have baby no.2, I won’t want it. I’m worried about getting pregnant and not feeling excited by it. I’m thinking a lot about what the future holds and where I want to take it. Where was the preparation or warning about this in the life handbook?
Life right now is beautiful, It’s myself, Londyn and my new love who absolutely completes the picture for us. It’s just us three and as adults we’ve had the baby conversation. We’ve talked about what he wants and what I want, we talk timelines and timeframes. We can talk until we’re blue in the face about things but the fact remains that the longer I wait the more okay I am with going without a second child.
Just wanna tell that this is invaluable , Thanks for taking your time to write this. Perla Corbie Borden